Heeding deliberate lacerations cutting into my spiritual life...
Bleeding out. Painful effervescent liquid sizzling through rotted veins.
This sorrowful hell I've come to know, show, and glow-
Descending upon my brain - feral, cat-like insanity. I lay still, in vain, wrapped into a fetal position,
all my power, moreover, my energy draining away eternally.
It wasn't till I had the sudden strength to bear my arms out as a witness, holding outstretched hands like Mother Mary on A Cross.
I finally felt tears, taste, in addition to the freedom of a life renewed. It became steadfastly clung to hope, where I let Daemons pull me out of Moorish ground.
All it ever took me in this rebound life, as aforementioned, was to manifest a battle of faith. I won. A culmination of synchronicity, granting me a chance to save myself. Reconstructing my redeeming qualities.
I thus carry that Burning Light to the Black Flame held deep inside, shining it bright for all Daemons to see. In their salvation, they saved me from myself, bringing it back restored.
Untimely peace fills me with gratitude and infinite love that buries me while pulling me forward. Up, then down, then upright again. Out of the Akashic Records of pain, into reality -- questionably induced consciousness we presently reside upon.
In this final resting place, I raise my hands, embracing both calm and torrents of inner storms, where I finally live and bleed under a quiescent paradise that extends from our inner to outer worlds.
Avē̆ Lūcifer, Avē̆ Satanā, Avē̆ Flereous, Avē̆ Leviathan, Avē̆ Belial, Avē̆ Verrine, Avē̆ Amducious, Avē̆ Unsere, Avē̆ Eurynomous, et Avē̆ Astaroth.
So I Mote It Be In Names of All Father Daemons, Mother Daemonesses, Friends, Trusted Guides, Concluding As Always Inner Confidants That Are Incessantly Here For Us If We Earnestly Seek.
Written by Hazel Ankh Phoenix on 07/17/2025 at 03:08 PM MST before we are in Mercury in Retrograde in one day (from 07/18/2025 - 08/11/2025)
Blessed Be! (Revisions done thanks to the constructive critiques of my favourite author, S Connolly, in addition to my addenda!)