Heeding deliberate lacerations cutting into my Spiritual Life

Bleeding out. Painful effervescent liquid sizzling through rotted veins.

This is a hell I've come to sadly know, show, and glow-

It descends upon my brain like a feral farm cat going insane. To this I would lay still in vain in a fetal position,

Feeling all my power and energy draining constantly away.

It wasn't til I had the sudden strength to bear my arms out as witness and hold my hands like Mother Mary on A Cross

That I finally felt any tears, taste, and freedom of a life renewed. It became this steadfast cling to hope where I let the Daemons pull me out of this moorish ground.

All it ever took me in this rebound life was a battle of faith- won in synchronicity, a chance to work on my redeeming qualities.

I thus forth carry this burning light and black flame held deep inside and shine it bright for all the Daemons to see- in ever lasting grace of them saving my life from me and bringing it back restored.

I feel the untimely but necessary peace, gratitude, and love that buries me pulling me forward, up & down-

out of the Akashic Record of my prior pain and into the reality questionable induced consciousness we presently reside.

In this final metaphorical resting place I raise my hands and embrace the calms and torrents of the inner storm where I finally live and bleed in "quiescent paradise in our inner and outer worlds.

Avē̆ Lūcifer, Avē̆ Satanā, Avē̆ Flereous, Avē̆ Leviathan, Avē̆ Belial, Avē̆ Verrine, Avē̆ Amducious, Avē̆ Unsere, Avē̆ Eurynomous, et Avē̆ Astaroth.

So I Mote It Be In The Names of Our Many Fathers and Mothers, the Daemons, Our Friends, Trusted Guides, And As Aslways Our Inner Confidants.

Written by Hazel Ankh Phoenix on 07/17/2025 at 10:45 AM MST before we are in Mercury in Retrograde in one day (from 07/18/2025 - 08/11/2025)

Blessed Be! (Revisions done thanks to the constructive critiques of my favourite author S Connolly)